just a passing moment...

The thing is, I may as well be one of those living dead that I see walking around me, people whose lives have lost the color of life... the spontaneity... the 'let's enjoy the spur of the moment' principle...

that is the result of the occasional abandonment of sanity by one like me who has the pure zest for existence... that i'd like to believe.

The toil of the regular days in production... when work and other seemingly urgent responsibilities take too much out of my life, which eventually reveal as emptiness... 10 years and nada...

this is what i detest or should learn to... it has a way of getting into my supposedly planned-out free-spirited life...

but since i wasn't careful enough... now i'm back to being a zombie... no life... just walks around...

i am again a beast... jaded and bitter...

WAKE UP... WAKE-UP PRUE... it is just a bad dream... it will be over some time soon... just hold on to sanity...