bitter realities...

one more night… it’s what I prayed for… it’s the first time i wanted for the sun not to shine… I’m fine with the stars and the pale moonlight… may morning not come…

But it did… my selfish prayers weren’t heard… wake up from your dream prue… not everything can be granted…

I think those were the tightest we ever had… if only you’d let me wrap you in a box, I would just so you can’t go… but of course you had to leave… it’s part of your life…

And there was my angel…


Gaaahd, just writing about this makes me cry… the guilt and the loneliness is killing me…

The irony of my life… it can’t be perfect… it just can’t be… bitter realities must be endured…

and here i am... waiting for him to get on line... only to realize, bukas pa siya dadating... now i need the sun to shine...

i miss you angel...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you