nope... cannot be... i refuse to... i will not sleep ng inis at bwisit... it's September 1 and anybody close to me knows how special this day is to me...
i need to turn this around... i must sleep on a happy note...
there you go... i know what to do... jay uploaded a folder of treasures in my lap... and from what i know, angel (not my angel... but marc's girl...) compiled something for me... hehehe! pictures of P.P....
now seeing those will really put the smile back... i might even dream beautifully...
let me share with you some of it... super... sobra... nawala nga ang inis ko... hehehe! i remember telling piper baka magmukhang fan site ang blog... eh so what? kebs! i love you P.P.!
these aren't all of it.. i think i have about 50 pictures of my P.P.... gaaahd... now i can rest na...
PRUE HALLIWEL ::: OBSERVER OF LIFE
i don't want to get to the end of my life and find that i have just lived the length of it... i want to also have lived the width of it as well... smiling when the sun rises... dreaming until the sun hides... but for now, i'm letting go... and this goodbye isn't just a new start... it confirms my submission to waiting... while searching...
Saturday, September 1, 2007
reason to smile...
blog update, blog meltdown...
it was suppose to be a simple 'recent comment' widget... but what i thought was manageable and something my still-newbie-techy-head could handle turned out to be a much complicated process... i admit, i really really had a hard time installing the widget...
after i think 10 failed attempts, i finally got it... to have the widget work, i must register with a host compatible with both mac and blogger... the blogger recent comment widget by the way isn't working which was why i explored on other widget providers...
the haloscan was my choice... ok... ok... it sez i need to activate my rss feed and that i am required to upload templates here and there... fine... i think i get it... it was sort of a hit and miss thing... i was suddenly reminded i failed my U.P. (quota) college entrance exams for Computer Programming... hahaha!
one last click and my blog will have a new feature... dadadan... i almost threw my laptop... my entire sidebar was lost... as in the right side of the page was blank... everything on it was erased...
i wanted to cry and i can feel the blood rushing in my head... gusto kong mag-amok daaaay... okay...okay... a b c d e f g h i j k... and z... not yet... stay away from the lap or i just might not be able to control... think of angel... sing 'moonlight kiss'... ok... fine...
i backtracked at least three pages... repeated the process and re-did the html configuration... dadadan... my sidebar is back... but ooops... i am losing my photoshopped sunrise pic... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...
even after a few clicks and re-uploading, still... it wasn't appearing... the pic fails to download...
and like as if it wasn't enough to really ruin my 1st day of the Ber Months, i then noticed all my previous comments from friends and readers... laaaaaaaaaahaaaaaat... gone... erased as well... nawala... i did everything to salvage it but i figured it was a lost cause...
what went wrong? i don't know... obviously... hmp!
i still can't fix it... sundra gomez is about to rise but here's my blog... still in a meltdown... the only thing nice is i got the widget to work... oh yeah... at the expense of other more important elements in my blog... that missing pic is the most important of all... it is my inspiration...
naaaaaaaaaaaaammmmaaaaaaaaaaannn... !!!
okei... ill sleep over it... maybe when i wake up, ayos na si sunrise ko... angel help... huhuhu!!! naiiyak tlga ako... dear Lord... please...
Thursday, August 30, 2007
an erratum...
my first time...
oh gahd... a few hours after i announced that i'm feeling it take effect, here i am... eyes half open... with abundant "muta" and tears...
you see. in 33 years and mind you, my memory serves me well, this is my very first sore eyes... and my oh my, aaaaang hiiiraaaap paaalaaaaa!!!
not only is it soooooo makati but also my eyes feels swollen... and may parang something na magaspang sa ilalim ng lids... worst, kindah masakit na di ko maintindihan at ang init ng mata ko....
i am so tempted to post a pic but it looks much differrent now... very unsightly... baka wala ng magbukas ng blog ko.... hehehe...
although i am truthfully enjoying this... i must admit that i seem to have underestimated this sore eyes ha..... hindi pala siya madaling i-handle... talk about being texted "careful what you wish for" by paige...
i guess ill have to visit the doc tomorrow... but i am actually exploring the idea of letting it's worst condition set in before i have it treated... wala lang... sayang naman kasi... hahaha!
i hope it doesn't hamper blog sessions... hehehe!
a night away...
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
sore happy eyes...
last night was fab... the Charmed Sisters celebrated their Whitelighter's birthday... we were of course with a few other close friends... Sunshiny May and dear cutsy hubby was present for the occasion too... so was another celebrator, friend jheng... and well, there was a darklighter too... Mr. Apilado... (sorry... it's the only character you'll fit into...hahaha!)
it's been weeks since my last tete-a-tete with my coven... and we had so much catching up to do... in fact, enough stories and points of discussion for a week's supply of blog entry... Leo has taken into account the most essential part of the night... and it is a wonderful entry by the way... sounded like a true blue whitelighter...
let this be the first of the series on how last night transpired...
anyway... i wasn't suppose to be attending to my blog yet because i'm in the middle of conceptualization... but... something got me so so so excited...
piper and i, being the close sisters that we are, shares almost everything... not just men... but...okay... pasintabi po... PATI MUTA AT SORE EYES... yes... MUTA!!!
she has sore eyes... and upon knowing, i jumped for great joy because now is my chance... i want it too... it will be unfair not to have it... it's the most undebatable excuse... the most convenient reason for get-away...
anything piper touches... prue touches too... the tissue she used to clear her eyes of the tears an d muta? oh yes... it is mine to use as well... i need a fair share of the virus or bacteria or whatever is causing those wonderful wonderful wonderful red eyes...
i was actually startiing to feel frustrated... i seem to be fine today... until... uy, makating makati na ang mga mata ko... at... napapapikit na ako repeatedly... hmmmm... is it what i think it is? lehme check sa mirror....
and what a beautiful sight....
just go look closer...sorry i can't have the picture any bigger...sobrang dyahe for other readers...yikey diri naman kasi... but do you see it? i mean, do you see it? there's muta... indeed... my "morning turned evening glory"...
it's starting to take effect... magkaka-sore eyes na ako....
okay... okay... i have a dilemma... i need to shower...i've two meetings to attend at 8pm and 10pm... may i take a bath? i mean, baka luminis ang mata ko? ayoko... it can't... naku noh...baka ma-wash away ang magko-cause ng sore happy eyes...
piper.... piper... your's is getting worst... come on...wag mo ipagdamot yan ha... call on the halliwels and the whitelighter... coffee and blog session naman tayo ng 11pm sa starbucks morato... puhlease see me... if you can't, let me know...i am more than glad to visit you sa house and wipe your eyes with my fingers so i can wipe it then on mine...
gee... do you feel my excitement? hahaha! feel like singing what a wonderful....wonderful world this would be... hahaha!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
most wonderful time of the year...
- PRUE HALLIWEL :: OBSERVER OF LIFE
- My life is not extra-ordinary but it has stories to tell...