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THANK GOD IT'S SUNDAY!

a few hours from now and it's over... at least for the time being... what a week it was for me... i just feel that the pressure, stress and tension...lahat na... is way too much for someone who just returned... pitiful prue... hahaha!

I wasn't able to enjoy coffee with some friends... no tete-a-tete with the halliwels... wasn't able to see 'a love story' (though the reviews are not good... it deserves an isyu 101 after watching...)... worst, i don't think i'll be able to have that vacation in Sagada... i'll be damn too tired to leave...

bad implications... a very unpleasant circumstance... so unrewarding... ooooops..again, God... i know you understand what i mean... i really just need to express my dismay... but honestly, i take this as my calling for now... you'll take me away naman from it din di ba? in your time... i probably just need to fulfill something sa grupo... i'm putting it that way... i leave it all up to you God.

I really am just happy it's Sunday na! well... got to head to the shower and proceed to Panay na for mastering... the earlier i finish, the earlier i can rejoice... !!!

addicted...

a friend just gave me this file... and it in fact made my day...



P.P. was a guest in Entertainment Live yesterday... and if i were to trust Ona's confession, HE ACTUALLY LOOKED FOR ME...

okay... the story began with Ona telling P.P. i am his friend... Friendly One Tooth then goes telling P.P. that i'm a condomate... surprised, P.P. asks if Ona really knows me... then requested to meet me in Dish...

of course i didn't... i couldn't... gusto niya ba akong mamatay na?

i am just glad that he remembers me... hehehe... : ) that is more than enough...

my prayer...

My Lord God, through whom strength is made perfect in weakness, I pray to you, give me the strength I need.

You have said, that to your children who have no might, you will increase strength. I am weak. Bless me with a measure of strength, as may be sufficient for me.

When I am tempted by evil, deliver me, by granting me the power to overcome it. When my daily work is too hard for me, give me the strength to be able to do it.

If my burden oppresses me beyond my bearing, lighten my load, that my strength may be equal to it.

You have helped many, I beg you to help me.

Thank you my Lord.

Amen.

and on the 12th day...

it was suppose to be the 12th day of my self-imposed YOSILESS CAMPAIGN... but as i called it the day, was so provoked to light a stick... no... i had not just one but three...

bad day at work... no matter how much i try to fight it... no mattter how determined i am not to sink deeper... there are times when you really just turn out to be the 'willing' victim...

some things just cease to change... and some people will remain to wear the prada shoes... and of course, one person just won't learn from the past...

what a way to deal with stress... puff the nicotine... and the series of inhale - exhale psychologically relieved me of the frustration... hithit - buga... hthit - buga...

i am fine though... i can still take it... let's just say, dos work will be my sacrifice for now... she will be my object of good deed for the mean time...

God, i know you are with me on this... you are my strength.

chances becoming choices...

when we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place at the right time... others call it destiny... i say it is chance...

when i meet someone i am attracted to, that's not a choice... that's chance... being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice... that's also a chance.

but can chance turn out to be a choice also in th end? what makes chance a choice?

the difference is what happens afterward...

when you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to something committal... when reality sets back after ideals... moments after contemplation and you decide to elevate into a concrete relationship or just a fling... chance then becomes choice...

If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not chance... that's choice... when you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice... even if you know there are far better people out there who may just be houses or buildings away and yet, you decide to love someone distant and challenging just the same, that's choice...

Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance... but true love that lasts is truly a choice... a choice that we make...

and in life, some people are chances... some are choices... but a few can be chances becoming choices...

after our series of chat last night, i then realize what it truly means when i feel i want to love him... my angel was a chance who is now a choice.

laugh your heart out...

a friend showed me this video and daaaaamn... i just can't stop laughing... ang coooooollllit ng baby...

go on... hit it... i promise you'll forget your worries for at least a minute and so...

9 days...

what do you know... seems like i'm enjoying the abstinence from cigarettes... i just passed the 9th day and still yosiless...

the thing is that i can actually feel the natural dislike to yosi building up... hmmm...

oh well, let's see how long prue can last...

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